....LiFe MaY bE hEll.....

Life may be hell for now but one day it
               will all come to pass
 U may experience difficulties in your life, you
           may have lost your loved ones in your life
 but never lose faith...
Just keep on holding on to your dreams and never give
                                 up.
Sometimes memories may break your
                              heart
and you feel like crying and giving up, the more
            the inner part gets healed
As long as you dont lose your
                    humanity.
Success is everyone comes with kindness and
                   humanity.
Just keep in mind that who can go put u through this
                   struggle is God.
Life may be hell for now but it will pass
and when it passes you will be more
             wiser and stronger,
so enjoy your days because these will be your
                       good old
   days and you are going
           to miss them......

I'M TOO BIG TO CRY

I never stopped to realize,
How lonely I would be.
I never thought that the day would
come
When you will grow tired of me.

The voice was never sweeter,
Than the day you said goodbye.
You'l never know how much it 
hurts...
Because i'm too big too cry.

If I knew than I know now
You would still be kissing me
Instead of someone else's
lips.
Where mine use to be.

I say Hello and wish you well,
each time I pass you.
But you will know how much it
hurts...
Because I'm too big to cry.

You never looked so wonderfull,
As the day you walked away.
I use to say "I love you"
but now that I can not say...

I can't forget you dear...
no matter how much I try.
You will never know how much it
hurts
Because I'm too big to cry

MeMoRiEs....

One category in our minds,
we always seem to find,
can't just leave it behind,
it is always there by your side...

Memories of long lost friends
which the friendship cant seem to
end..
but thinking about them leaves you sad
because you miss them so bad.

Memories of past lovers,
who filled all your hearts desires,
lovers whom you badly miss,
and from them you seek only one last kiss

Memories which cannot fade
yet can't just bury them with a spade.
They form part of your story
that will be part of your lie's history

A SmiLe is Just A sMIle

Doesn't mean I'm happy Nor does
It mean I'm enjoying the pain.
It is all I can do because All else is in vain...
I smile because I do not want pity from
Anyone else...
I had people who pretend to care..
       When they were with me,
                 But Laughed
          when I turned my back.....

My life has never been perfect,Everyday
has been a struggle to survive......
I hold on not knowing if I will survive..
I do not want to be labelled as Weak,
       That would make me break
It can't be that bad right?
Well it is,You won't notice cause My
        smile has u hooked.

I Laugh Like my Life is Fun, like every
 Moment is a happy one but deep down
          I know it is Challenging,

My heart Bleeds everyday, For the sun is
   out but my Eyes are blinded by
           the pain that strikes my heart
 and tears that makes everything
                   a blur....
I do not enjoy being me , cause most
of the time it is all just
                pretence. Time heals So i've
been told, but To  Me its Like Being Given a
                   Life Sentence.
I have people I Regard As
                  friends
       But I can't feel their Presence