A wish

What can I say but that,I wish?
I wish I was the best
                a man who could stand any test
but life never gives me any rest.
I wish I could make helping other people my quest..

I wish life was simple and fair
   where everyone could relax with no care..
I wish it was that easy, I could find my perfect pair
and we could have both our love to share..

I wish I was always sane with no pain
  that could always rain my wisdom to nature your suger cane
I wish I could in plain sightjust fly away far like a plain

but I all I could do is to just wish
all your dreams could come true,
   wish u never give up cause you are the only one
       that could stand on our way....

Public Apology

I am sorry that when you judge me I do not break into sorrows nor shame,sorry I stood up to what I beleive in.

I am sorry that to me half a loaf is better than nothing,
soory I couldnt get out of my comfort zone.
I apologize for the unreasonable apologies I made,
 for the people I hurt,for the love I couldnt give,
the dreans I couldnt share....for the lies and truth I told.

I apologise for not being ashamed, for not being someone else but me
I am sorry for not caring for a while
sorry I had the guts to tell you how angry I am at you.
I am sorry for taking time to answer your questions

sorry I could not be fooled by lust.
I apologise for taking time to tell you how sorry I am,
sorry I could never be a coward, sorry to have trusted you instead of me.
My humble apology