THE WOMAN OF MY OWN

You could not say that I am angry,
it is just that I have dignity especially for the epiphany
that you were never worthy of me...
You treated me as trash as if I was after your money

I guess I expected you to have the decency
to operate with me in honesty cause seriously
it bothers me how You lie so recklessly.
Quite frankly all I remember of us is the LOVE I
never got to have..
I was supose to be YOUR only woman clearly I
was your token to violence I continued to LOVE U 
even though u were so embarrassed of me

YES I was your 'bootycall'
And hey do not get it twisted
I am not angry Its just that I came to realize
MY IMPORTANCE AS A WOMAN
but
A WOMAN OF MY OWN

GOD KNOWS

God knows the things you need
His voice may come in form of idea...
It may come in an email..a letter from someone who cares and
 gives the courage to go on

God's voice may be heard through a phone call-from a vacancy
you have applied for a long time telling you that your application has been accepted

You can hear God's voice when you read the bible
Sometimes he even speaks through Ministers even through inspirational books

You will hear God he will talk to you indeed
 He has talked to you chances are you just didnt recognise His voice
when he spoke

Open your eyes
YOU will see God's work in your life
Open your ears you will hear God's voice

WHO AM I?

Who am I?
To point a finger at someone
When I know perfectly well that perfect is no one
I with a dirty hand know how to point out a finger at other's mistakes
So that I can make myself look clean..

Who am I?
TO pass a judgement
Is it necessary for me to always comment?
I say things I woudnt want to hear being sid to me
Why cant I just let people be?

Who am I?
To put titles on other people
I call them names
Persecute against them
Who am i to do that?
Who am I exactly?

"do not judge , or you too will be judged.
For in the same way that u judge others,you will be judged
and with the same measures you use, it will be meaured to you" Matthew 7:1,2

THE SECRET OF HAPPINESS

Most people think happiness depends on what you can achieve
and what you can process in life..
They think that if they could get that high paying job
brand new car,perfect girl or guy everything would change
and their lives would become perfect and peaceful in an instant...

When they do get the new car and job and relationship everything Will be in place and they will be happy
they might be happy for a week or two and then what?
Then they go back right back to being miserable again.Why could this be?It is because of the secret of happiness is....THE ART OF APPRECIATING WHAT U ALREADY HAVE...

Happiness is a state of mind
You can have everything in the world and still be miserable.Or you can have relatively
little and bliss full happy.
Counting your blessings and realizing the value in things that are not possessions
such as your health,family,friends and relationships-will give you a sense of perspective
and make you see that you are in fact far more blessed than many other people out there.....

THE WOMAN THAT I AM..

I am woman of intergrity
The definiton of of dignity
I may not be the best perfect creature
But greatness is what I nurture....

A woman of colour
So butifil like spring flower
Opinioneted but still respectfull

I will be defined by my gender
or the colour of my skin
I will fight for what I love and still maintain my glowing skin
No I will not frown
Even when they try to bringme down....

I am strong
and I can distinguish btwin right and wrong
I dance to my own son
I dont need a man to feel complete
Nor do I live my life to complete

I am the woman that I am proud of